ah im very very tired and drained and sleepy.
but i cannot sleep!
i'm very stressed out and freaked out about tomorrow's cooks badge!
wahlao always like that! if something is not like, definite, i'll be very stressed out then i cannot sleep until the stuff is all confirmed!
DAMN I WANT TO SLEEP!!! omg i want to die alrdy ):

IF there is cooks badge tmr, this is why we will die
-evelyn not there
-no ingredients
-recipe? hello?
-where is our proposal? hello again?
-im going to burn everything cos jolene+jiayu dno how to cook (nv take homeec)
-i might fall asleep then maybe i will sleep inside the pot and burn myself
-im really very tired.

evelyn ): has bsp interview at 1030. so even if whatever happens she cant go.
she told me that its at 930.
go? dont go?
wth?
ingredients? oh we are so going to die.
thats why i rather not go. ): i dont know la! OMGOMG!

if i pon the whole world will hate me
if i go i will kill myself

GO? DONT GO?

we cant do marketing! dont know what to buy!
why she never send back the proposal with any comments!?!?!??!?!?!!
WTF?!

i think im just really grouchy now ):
oscar the grouch.
im very sad/angry/pissed/tired/sleepy/dead
i dont know what to do about tomorrow la. and there is absolutely nobody to help me. evelyn never reply my sms again. zihui was in hostess badge, so was sandy. everyone is offline. and i am offline.
it's really quite ridiculous to call someone at 2350. which is 10 minutes to midnight. and i feel like !&@^!&^@%!#!$ right now because i dont know what to do.

my eyes are dying.
maybe i'll just sit on the bed and wait for an sms.
REPLY MY SMS PLS! ): sms is my only form of communication now. phone's impossible. i logged off msn. obviously i cant talk to anyone in person. there's no PERSON to talk to. and so that's left with sms.
and nobody reply me?!?!

wo yao si le.
how eh how eh!
oh actually i come to blog is cos i want to remind myself of what to do for camp!

-pick twiggayys (2 bags).
-toiletry bag! WTH! DIE!
-subcamp gadget FINAL proposal (after trying)
-pack like duh.
-get stuff i dont have. like spec hooks?! well the stupid man said my specs are too thin for spec hooks. THANK YOU LA! 30 pumpings right. SPECHOOKS SPECHOOKS ):
-find the button ._. the 2hole button
-try to stay sane.

!!!!!!
maybe i should get out of here. i'm gonna go stare at the ceiling
bye.

AND EVELYN CAN YOU REPLY MY SMS ): ): ): ):